The process of getting to know you makes me know me better. 

It is true people say relationship brings you personal growth

you are the first to show it to me. 

us was not a happy ending, but i have lots of gratitude to you

being with you teach me, whatever happens i cannot lose myself. 

knowing you makes me realize i cannot pour to your empty cup no matter how hard i try.

losing you makes me focus on getting bigger and fuller cup for myself. 

i wanted to surrender to you, i wanted you to shine for us. 

but now i realized it is super stupid because i would not be able to deem my light.

and also, i want to keep it shine

im at fault. 

though i said to you i hate the word about your sacrifice. i ended up doing bigger sacrifice. 

i sacrificed my light

me sacrificing my light ended up hurting you. 

now i know i am nothing without my light, i would not know without having hurt you in the process

for that i am sorry, but i am grateful. 

coz i can be better for my next boo.